endless_self

Yo, just wanted to say nice work on the music for Tardquest. Your tracks have a Shadowrun for the SNES kind of vibe

my message to the world is "taking exams sux"
hopefully, i'll be able to continue drawing silly doodles and anime babes once i'm done with mine

bought myself Half-Life Alyx - Final Hours for less than 50p.
this is such a good read! i really like interactive magazines and, especially, learning about behind the scenes of my fav game dev studio.
i understand that everything written in there is extremely simplified, but it still leaves me feeling that working at Valve sounds incredibly awesome! not only Valve, i think gamedev in general can be a fun and fulfilling job! (when you are surrounded by the like-minded people and are not pressured by your bosses lol)
anyways, is anyone of you travelers currently works in gamedev? would love to hear your personal opinion on the work you are doing and on the potential future of the industry!

literally crying after reading the final issue of the official Team Fortress 2 Comic
IT'S FINALLY OUT!

didn't sleep this night in order to fix my sleep schedule.
body was literally BEGGING for me to go sleep and i almost fell asleep on the spot multiple times today (which is extremely unusual to me)
anyways, glad this is over and i can finally go to bed. never again i will try this method lol =P

just found my old screen recordings from my old pc. they are 5-6 hours long and weight 36 GB! it seems like i often forgot that i was recording my screen and then i just spent my evenings as normal.
kinda insane to spectate myself going from playing tf2 to watching youtube and listening to music, to searching on how to fix my laptop, to searching tabs for "Never Fade Away" by Samurai and then back to playing tf2.
absolutely surreal experience to be honest 0_0

after playing Disco Elysium a little i suddenly remembered that i, too, have a big bottle of magnesium pills!
now i'm taking them every day and hopefully, with time, ill be able to care as much as Cuno (he doesn't care)
anyways, it is a good game!

had absolutely the worst night in the past months. simply couldn't fall into deep sleep and it felt horrible.
you just lay there, with closed eyes. unable to have rest.

i often forget that i must stop thinking about my life after 9 PM, as those thoughts usually don't bring anything good with them.

just played a demo of Until Then. really cool game, will definitely buy it once i'll have the muneh.
also was pleasantly surprised to learn that it was made in Godot Engine, because when the game crashed after trying to exit it it showed me the generic "Godot Engine is not responding"
so many devs using Godot now, super exciting!

after moving to uni and buying a "non-gaming" laptop, im extremely considering buying the steam deck.
it would be absolutely the best time to buy the steam deck here, since they are on 15-25% sale at the moment, but unfortunately they got sold out already...

despite the mental crisis i'm currently experiencing, i find my daily joy in the bouncy toyota yaris gmod addon.
same goes for videos of the same toyota yaris when i'm unable to play gmod. absolutely loving it!

i think i lost my ability to draw? (and feel enjoyment by the process)

first started to draw because i wanted to make friends, but had no real interests but playing old source games (and gaming in general) and watching anime. my old drawings were absolutely dogwater, but i enjoyed the process!
in college there wasn't much people that were drawing, but those who were - are still my friends)
problem is: i stopped drawing about half a year ago due to exam prep and coursework. felt like i should draw the entire time, but had no time or was extremely tired.
now, every time i try to draw it turns out absolutely horrible in comparison to my old works. it feels awful and extremely demotivating to draw as it just reminds me of the fact that i sold a part of my soul to achieved the success i've dreamed about.

tried uninstalling mint from my secondary drive, and now grub bootloader is being stupid as it can't find the linux partition.
now i can't boot into win 10 as well. basically im locked out of my puter.
tried to search for a fix online, and did a bunch of fuckery with the terminal, but it had absolutely no results.
if any of you knows how to disable grub and restore windows bootmgr, i would appreciate some advice!
my head is cracking from this stuff

multi-cookers are the best, dude. just fry some meat, throw in some vegetables and and top it with some canned beans/corn. wait 1 hour and BOOM - super delicious, homemade, warm and healthy stew! (i made one rn and i'm happily eating it nom-nom-nom)
and you can do all sorta stuff in them! rice? zero effort. soup? you're at the right place! pies?! YOU BET!
plus a small bonus is that they are waaaay more power efficient than any oven as it uses different method of heating/preparing food.
absolutely god-sent. god bless the person who invented them.

((this message was NOT sponsored by any multi-cooker manufacturer or brand, i just LOVE this underrated piece of modern technology!))

just received 50+ notifications of Agora Gang Tags... insane!

getting my exam results tomorrow.
scary, exciting and simply interesting how well me and lads did on our exams.
wish me luck, travelers!

finally got my hands on a Tron: Legacy dvd.
this piece of media single-handedly made me think that computers are cool.

the root partition got corrupted after migrating linux to a new ssd so now i have to reinstall mint and re-import my stuff from windows. again...
im only sad to lose all of my death stranding screenshots i've done recently, but other than that i didn't lose much data.
im mad but i have no idea who im mad at.