i havent made a genuine depression post in a while now (my valentine's posts were just memes) but i keep seeing shit that pisses me off
like people who have depression talking about enjoyment and shit...like what is this enjoyment you speak of??? you actually feel good about things???
like the main symptom of my depression is that i cant enjoy things and no matter what i never seem to feel better, the fuck are you all experiencing?
at best all i got are things that almost distract me, my misery is still at the back of my mind but i can almost distract myself, but it never goes away
also people who insist you need a reason to be depressed and if your life isnt literal utter shit then you have no reason to complain, oh boy i was genetically predisposed to this mental illness and i suffer from the mental illness and my brain is genuinely fucked, but as it turns out there are people who have worse lives than me so my brain has just magically fixed itself, yippee