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I'll go semi lurking + posting from time to time with throwaway accounts. Have ran out of things to say and got really really hooked to the agora chat of all things, can't pace myself at all.

It's a very very nice community, I'll keep checking the threads.

@manpaint if you really want to leave a forum, you can start by removing your avatar/sig. If you really really want to obfuscate you can delete your posts (quotes remain) and change your username to some gibberish although it's rude and adds more edginess to the already "self exile from a public forum" arc. What I've posted serves me a purpose so I'm leaving it. You then switch your email to a tempmail, set a random number for a pass, and that will be it. You can post semi frequently with throwaways so you don't get hooked again it also adds nice undead user lore.

Well it's that time again. I just want to go to sleep, but instead I'll go to a baile to watch negras's asses and not talk to them. I need to get over my fear of striking conversations with strangers. It's basically social cliff diving.

It's too late for this, my money is running out. Clothes are not right. Should just stay home, should just...

Please God help me I'm so horny and full of resentment.

Doing squats but my rotator cuff is starting to feel weird since a couple months in. Feels like a hot wire in my armpits. Took a week long break but it wasn't really enough.

How long will I be able to maintain my physical shape. Should my identity be really tied to it...

There is NOTHING that I can do in my PC, it's over, has been for a while. I want to bust, what is this man, what is this.

I won't be made an spectator

Dragging myself to the baile alone tonight. Don't want to go, but once I click post it's SEALED. I'm going to a birthday tomorrow so having some shitty anecdote would be nice.

Last time what I think was a gay courtier kinda guy offered introducing me to his friendesses, but I bailed out like an autist. Today I think it'll be more packed so no such luck.

Also I have a red bald spot in the back of my head for overscratching, like a dog with scabies. Hope they don't mind.