SpheralBloom

New guitar stuffs~
I got these cool decals for my fretboard + new stickerz for my amp bababa a a

I turned him into a panini

This was the most epic shit you should've been there~

I used to boot up the game just to watch this over and over ^^

hi how u doing im doing good

The jeans I'm wearing

How do I look ^w^

@Remembered_Redival
@Mew
Some audio of me on my guitarrr

I hit a weird note at the end on accident but it was like my 20th try and I was tired
Also I'm not at my PC rn so I recorded it with my phone. Not the best audio quality srry >_<

And for shits n giggles this is me fucking up for nearly 3 minutes enjoy

The audio makes my ears uncomfortable tho like I'm on an airplane. Idk wut to do about it whoops

Im drunk
I feel kinda depressed again
I might have gender dysphoria...
The whole not getting pregnant thing idk. I wish I could know that experience I'm heartbroken.
I just want that special connection and that feeling but its impossible for me to have that and it makes me like idk sorrowful
Like I wanna feel that special kind of love for someone I made u know?
My love for this thing in me would very much outweigh whatever nausea or pain I'd be in
Bleh blehebbe my mouth tastes like SHIT hahahahahahahaha

I feel like a stupid narcissist sometimes blep

Dreamsettler's been canceled (˃̣̣̥ᯅ˂̣̣̥)
It was gonna be the sequel the Hypnospace Outlaw, but the developer quit working in it due to brun-out and scope
He said he'd like to focus more on kids games tho. Maybe he can make my sister's childhood game~

I'm mega bummed, but I guess it's better than the game being shit
The trailer was pretty cool at least

Got new stickerzZZZfor my guitarrrrr

He sparkle so good and cute

linux is a fucking disease

Cute-ass cupcakes at the store I work at

Guys I am now a little pumpkin creature
You need to accept me for who I am ^-^

I've been struggling with my ego lately when it comes to "failure". Its a pretty loaded thing for me but basically since I was a kid I've deluded myself into thinking I was this inherently gifted/genius human. So whenever I'd try something new, I'd inevitably screw up and hate myself since it challenged my grandiose view of myself.

I only just recently realized this, so for the past few days I've been tossing the idea that I SHOULD be good at everything I do out the window.

Now I'm practicing basic chords on my guitar and it feels rlly fun even though I'm now the Van Hailen that I envisioned I'd be when I bought it ^w^

Ego can rlly kill ur soul I think. That's all

Why do i want it

Help

I ate 3 bowls of marshmellow fruity pebbles this morning I wanna KILL myself everything SUCKS why the FUCK did I DO THAT AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

I remember watching this vid when I was in 5th grade. It's such a nostalgic little slice of newgrounds GAMERZ weeb culture <3
A lot of ppl I ask say they've never seen it, which is odd since it has like 35M views

The creator reached out to me in an art discord a year ago. It was SOOOO cool like omg wut are the odds!?!? But we havent rlly talked since then. I shot them a message this morning (along with some other ppl) to hopefully rebuild some connections with fellow artz ppl~
Hope it pans out ^^

boi what the hell boi

The sunset today was rlly pretty
This thing is gonna destroy the earth someday <3
Edit: My phone made it look like the end of the world lol it isn't this dark irl