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Ngl bros... I might be getting a bit filtered by this book, there are several stretches of chapters that I find really boring, like doing homework sort of boring. Going through Anna Karenina right now feels like a chore. I'm nearing page 350 and it becomes frustrating to keep going, not like that will make me stop lmaoo.
For part 2, the highlights are still Anna/Vronsky and Kitty/Levin.
How Anna treats her husband, and by extend her family is some toxic femininity alright. Imagine if lit majors cared about that as much as they care about toxic masculinity, thanks for Super Summary for letting me now once again that Levin's traditional views are problematic. How Anna cheats on her husband, and how she reacts to her husband's regards for the family integrity feels outright disgusting. Especially when we see how it contrast with how she talks to Vrosnky.
Compare this:
Anna, for God's sake, don't talk like this," he said abruptly. "Perhaps I'm wrong, but believe me that what I say I say as much for myself as for you. I am your husband and I love you."
For an instant her face fell, and the amused spark in her eye was extinguished, but the word "love" roused her indignation again. She thought: "Love? Can he really love? If he'd never heard that there is such a thing as love, he would never use this word. He doesn't even know what love is."
To this
I know," she interrupted him, "how hard it is for your honest nature to lie, and I am sorry for you. I often think how you have ruined your life for me."
Bruh. And yes we know that Anna has already slept with Vronsky.
That which for almost a year had constituted the one exclusive desire of Vronsky's life, replacing all former desires, that which for Anna had been an impossible, horrible, all the more enchanting dream of happiness—this desire had been satisfied.
We get no indication that Karenin is a bad husband, Anna is the asshole in this situation.
As for Vronsky, I don't believe I've got anything insightful to say about him, he's just a scoundrel for initiating and further partaking in Anna's romantic delusions. Though the horse race scene involving him was absolute kino, Tolstoy, as always, has a talent for putting you in the scene, in the character's shoes. Watching Vronsky choke the race was satisfying as fuck.
Levin/Kitty is by far the more enjoyable part of the novel, probably because Anna and Vronsky are so annoying for me. But I also think Levin and Kitty's relationship is meant to embody the positive values of the novel, whereas Vronsky/Anna... Fuck lets call them Annsky. Annsky embody the shit values of the novel, how you're not suposse to hold yourself if you end up in a romantic dilema. Unlike Anna who deals with heartbreak by train autism and reading romantic novels, Levin heals his soul by contemplating nature and helping his fellow men, gathering true appreciation for the rural life.
Kitty is my favorite character by far. I think her character, not as her literal character since I don't have young men that want to marry me, but her character as in her personality is somewhat similar to mine. I feel the struggle of a pride that wants to gain social acceptance, fame and material wealth. These pretensions come to a point that you're not even sure if your good works were truly good or just another pretension to gain approval from people. During her visit to Madam Stahl, Kitty grows more and more like Levin. I really enjoyed reading about her coming of age segment with Ms Stahl, Kitty learning to get in touch with her inner character, come to terms with her past failures, as in past failures, and rethinking her approach to life. She's supposed to be 18 right? IDK if in 19th century Russia that was the time were you were meant to be an adult, but like most zoomers, Kitty has an extended adolescence and she's coming to understand the consequences of that. I'd like to imagine that I went through a similar process, albeit I'm still somewhat stuck in it, and it is painful.
And like Kitty, I doubt my sincerity on my mimicking of traditional values. Kitty feels like she's being pretentious, as if she were fooling herself.
"It serves me right because it was all pretense, because this is all invented and not from the heart. What business did I have with a stranger? And now it turns out that I am the cause of a quarrel and that I did something no one asked me to do. Because it is all pretense! Pretense! Pretense!"
"But what would be the purpose of pretending?" said Varenka softly.
"Oh, it's so stupid, so vile! I had no need. ... It's all pretense!" she said, opening and closing the parasol.
"But what would be the purpose?"
"To appear better to people, to myself, to God, to deceive everyone. No, I'm not going to give in to this anymore! Be bad but at least not false, not a deceiver!"
Be bad but at least not false is a path that I've followed at more naive epochs in my life, and is a path I regret taking. Though when you see Billboard Top 100. About being fucked up but at least not false, you worry how popular this sentiment seems to be among young people. It's scary how much emphasis our culture puts into the baggage of being sincere and true to yourself. Who is to blame for this? Boomers for being too fake or for rioting against 'fake values', the cynicism of Gen X'ers? Millennial cope? Regardless, it all feels so over. Especially when you realize sincerity can be brought about insincere methods, or much worse, as another form of self-deception and manipulation.
Though I wonder, is today's generation ironically sincere or sincerely ironic?
Back to Kitty, she showcases I think an important theme of the novel, the concern with self-deception. Unlike Anna, Kitty seems to be aware of what's going on with her, that she might have a rotten core that blind her to her hearts true intents. Kitty blames herself for what happened to Levin and her marriage. While Anna is now arguing that her husband lacks the capacity to love.
Though I love what Kitty's character arc is shaping up to be, the execution feels rushed. Kitty goes from a spoiled teen to full devotion to yesus in one chapter, and then back again to her old ways. Of course this sort of radical changes in personality can happen, but I don't think Tolstoy quite nailed the wildness of this process, Kitty's change of character, and how fast these changes happen, feel more akin to a character Dostoevsky would tackle... Tolstoy just wasn't that efficient, at least with this part of her arc.
Finally, it's easy to forget that all this Kivin (Kitty x Levin uwu) drama happened because of a failed proposal... Like, it's hard for me to think how people can fall in love without a deep friendship or dating first. Like fuck the first thing I think when I see someone is to try and figure out their true self, cause I feel like we 21st century urbanite humans operate on layers and layers of onion layers, a cabinet of masks we change when the social occasion suits it. I guess 19th century Russians expected the inner self of people to act just how they appear to be. What if the person you marry from meeting them a few times turns out to be a completely different person?
For part 2, the highlights are still Anna/Vronsky and Kitty/Levin.
How Anna treats her husband, and by extend her family is some toxic femininity alright. Imagine if lit majors cared about that as much as they care about toxic masculinity, thanks for Super Summary for letting me now once again that Levin's traditional views are problematic. How Anna cheats on her husband, and how she reacts to her husband's regards for the family integrity feels outright disgusting. Especially when we see how it contrast with how she talks to Vrosnky.
Compare this:
Anna, for God's sake, don't talk like this," he said abruptly. "Perhaps I'm wrong, but believe me that what I say I say as much for myself as for you. I am your husband and I love you."
For an instant her face fell, and the amused spark in her eye was extinguished, but the word "love" roused her indignation again. She thought: "Love? Can he really love? If he'd never heard that there is such a thing as love, he would never use this word. He doesn't even know what love is."
To this
I know," she interrupted him, "how hard it is for your honest nature to lie, and I am sorry for you. I often think how you have ruined your life for me."
Bruh. And yes we know that Anna has already slept with Vronsky.
That which for almost a year had constituted the one exclusive desire of Vronsky's life, replacing all former desires, that which for Anna had been an impossible, horrible, all the more enchanting dream of happiness—this desire had been satisfied.
We get no indication that Karenin is a bad husband, Anna is the asshole in this situation.
As for Vronsky, I don't believe I've got anything insightful to say about him, he's just a scoundrel for initiating and further partaking in Anna's romantic delusions. Though the horse race scene involving him was absolute kino, Tolstoy, as always, has a talent for putting you in the scene, in the character's shoes. Watching Vronsky choke the race was satisfying as fuck.
Levin/Kitty is by far the more enjoyable part of the novel, probably because Anna and Vronsky are so annoying for me. But I also think Levin and Kitty's relationship is meant to embody the positive values of the novel, whereas Vronsky/Anna... Fuck lets call them Annsky. Annsky embody the shit values of the novel, how you're not suposse to hold yourself if you end up in a romantic dilema. Unlike Anna who deals with heartbreak by train autism and reading romantic novels, Levin heals his soul by contemplating nature and helping his fellow men, gathering true appreciation for the rural life.
Kitty is my favorite character by far. I think her character, not as her literal character since I don't have young men that want to marry me, but her character as in her personality is somewhat similar to mine. I feel the struggle of a pride that wants to gain social acceptance, fame and material wealth. These pretensions come to a point that you're not even sure if your good works were truly good or just another pretension to gain approval from people. During her visit to Madam Stahl, Kitty grows more and more like Levin. I really enjoyed reading about her coming of age segment with Ms Stahl, Kitty learning to get in touch with her inner character, come to terms with her past failures, as in past failures, and rethinking her approach to life. She's supposed to be 18 right? IDK if in 19th century Russia that was the time were you were meant to be an adult, but like most zoomers, Kitty has an extended adolescence and she's coming to understand the consequences of that. I'd like to imagine that I went through a similar process, albeit I'm still somewhat stuck in it, and it is painful.
And like Kitty, I doubt my sincerity on my mimicking of traditional values. Kitty feels like she's being pretentious, as if she were fooling herself.
"It serves me right because it was all pretense, because this is all invented and not from the heart. What business did I have with a stranger? And now it turns out that I am the cause of a quarrel and that I did something no one asked me to do. Because it is all pretense! Pretense! Pretense!"
"But what would be the purpose of pretending?" said Varenka softly.
"Oh, it's so stupid, so vile! I had no need. ... It's all pretense!" she said, opening and closing the parasol.
"But what would be the purpose?"
"To appear better to people, to myself, to God, to deceive everyone. No, I'm not going to give in to this anymore! Be bad but at least not false, not a deceiver!"
Be bad but at least not false is a path that I've followed at more naive epochs in my life, and is a path I regret taking. Though when you see Billboard Top 100. About being fucked up but at least not false, you worry how popular this sentiment seems to be among young people. It's scary how much emphasis our culture puts into the baggage of being sincere and true to yourself. Who is to blame for this? Boomers for being too fake or for rioting against 'fake values', the cynicism of Gen X'ers? Millennial cope? Regardless, it all feels so over. Especially when you realize sincerity can be brought about insincere methods, or much worse, as another form of self-deception and manipulation.
Though I wonder, is today's generation ironically sincere or sincerely ironic?
Back to Kitty, she showcases I think an important theme of the novel, the concern with self-deception. Unlike Anna, Kitty seems to be aware of what's going on with her, that she might have a rotten core that blind her to her hearts true intents. Kitty blames herself for what happened to Levin and her marriage. While Anna is now arguing that her husband lacks the capacity to love.
Though I love what Kitty's character arc is shaping up to be, the execution feels rushed. Kitty goes from a spoiled teen to full devotion to yesus in one chapter, and then back again to her old ways. Of course this sort of radical changes in personality can happen, but I don't think Tolstoy quite nailed the wildness of this process, Kitty's change of character, and how fast these changes happen, feel more akin to a character Dostoevsky would tackle... Tolstoy just wasn't that efficient, at least with this part of her arc.
Finally, it's easy to forget that all this Kivin (Kitty x Levin uwu) drama happened because of a failed proposal... Like, it's hard for me to think how people can fall in love without a deep friendship or dating first. Like fuck the first thing I think when I see someone is to try and figure out their true self, cause I feel like we 21st century urbanite humans operate on layers and layers of onion layers, a cabinet of masks we change when the social occasion suits it. I guess 19th century Russians expected the inner self of people to act just how they appear to be. What if the person you marry from meeting them a few times turns out to be a completely different person?
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