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so i had a vivid dream from a couple of days ago that i have written here digitally on my PC. It's basically a sci-fi dream that came out of nowhere and lasted for like a while (ended up waking up at 5 AM),


about that dream i had:
From what i remember this dream is about basically what focal point events taking place in a earthlike planet or some shit. What i was doing from what i remember in that dream i was checking the weather on my phone (y'know how i usually check out Accuweather) and on that i checked the daily weather and it says for today with a unique icon it says "Extreme focal point event" with a temperature grading at 200F (hot enough to nearly boil water btw) and from what i can see the icon looks like the typical cloudy icon but below it was a white sploch and a white outline surrounding the cloud with the splotch with two white gradient to background with what looks to be the sun's rays shown.

Now this what i described and imagined to you look vague and confusing as hell, but i'll tell what i exactly remember from my dream that this means that there's something that blasts a lot of heat that is dangerous to humans into the surface of the planet (that's why focal point events are basically) but they're putting up a bubble across this city or area to offset a lot of heat and i mean by like 95% of the heat away from the area that is our city. Basically it's called a weather bubble, and it was used by the weather machines to induce rainfall onto a protected area within the bubble to cool the area down significantly. So what i remember while we're going back to our car which it's a red toyota but with a black colored roof on it and i saw a huge amount of very heavy rain covering the area half-way through.

The sky looks very dark and cloudy and i barely see in the distance there is some lightning but no thunder strangely in the rain bands, and like i said it was half-way raining on one said but not the other, and there is a rusty color in the thick dark rain clouds indicating the weather bubble is activated and functional during this.



During the dream i also see gray mountains but with no snow, there is an old fashioned powerpole but no powerlines and the trees are basically pine trees you find in alaska or something. What i remember that mom was saying to me that she experienced focal point events back at saudi aradia (Not saudi arabia lol) and these events typically last five days in saudi aradia. Here in mephilies TZ (yes in that dream i had for whatever reason it actually turns the name of the city and state from where it live into random ass puns), focal point events last from one to three days. So they don't last that long here and luckily focal point events are extremely rare in moist enviroments. So they don't happen here unless you're living in a arid area prone to focal point events searing the city with dangerously high heat.

Some time has passed in the dream and now it's a sunny day outside during a long spring season and me and my sis we're throwing frisbees at each other like it was a sunny day in 2005, and not all focal point events are dangerous since we had in during thursday we had a slight focal point event with temperatures at summer-like 90F, hot but not dangerous. I'm surprised that this app doesn't issue a heat advisory at this point, let a lone a dangerous heat warning issued during severe focal point events. i remember while i was looking up to the sky there were two suns here, one is a blue dwarf and the other is a yellow giant (it's slightly larger since this habitable planet was orbiting the binary system far away from the too hot zone.




I also can recall going to a shell-like gas station that is colored white and blue and with the shell logo has a blue gradient with small streaks of blue outlines. Anyways, the dream ended with me checking the weather app to see the week ahead and there were like two seperate days that had like the focal point icons in there.



So the dream ended with me checking the weather app on the week ahead and i checked out friday, it has with the focal point icon and i quote "Dangerous focal point event - do not venture outside the city until conditions are favorable." and when i checked the temperature it says 900F (Hot enough to melt lead btw). Yep this is where the point thjat i thought to myself 'This is going to be one of those days isn't it?' and sighed before the dream ended.


---Theory Time---

From what i can theorize that this dream it takes place in a earthlike planet that is prety much a parody of earth, but with like ancient technology that it's intended purpose to warm up a cold, icy world has gone absolutely haywire in the past. When humans arrive in ships to the planet thinking it was habitable until they started noticing some parts of the planet look charred and barren so they attempt to terraform it and realized their progress is being set back by certain events where the heat increases dramatically to the point that all life gets heat blasted to ash, so they come up with weather bubbles to protect areas from heat events until they figure it out on where the source of all heat problems is located.
 
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Today's dream:

27/02/2024
There was a girl sitting at a restaurant's table. Her nature is to eat corpses. Her conversation is varied and entertaining. The table is always set, with pieces of flesh on the serving dishes. I remember seeing lots of blood on the plates, like the meat was raw.
The other table has normal food. It looks high class. The girl at this table is also of interesting conversation. The plates are always full, but the food doesn't fill you up. It's tasty, though.
I'm worried about the first table. It's not an appealing meal, and not all of the food is tasty. It does nourish you, though.
 
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Today's dream:
maybe feeling of futility of actions? or maybe, by schizo logic, you maybe think you dont deserve something?

also, "Shes a maaaaneater" (nelly furtado / hall and oats)
 
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Here's a dramatic retelling of a dream I had a week or two ago.

"I dreamt that I was in a friend's house, recounting to him about a recent brush with death.
I told him that a few weeks ago, I was tasked by an academy (of some sort) with surveying the forest on the outskirts of town in search for a relic of religious significance.
As I explored, I came across a glade filled with the carcasses of animals, which were stacked up to the height of my chin and separated from each other in a symmetrical, matrix like arrangement.
The glade distinguished itself from the greens and yellows of the forest by bearing dark and saturated colors. The dirt was a mixture of oxide red and brown, the grass dry and bright orange, and the surrounding trees were a dark, chocolate brown.
This was all certainly curious, but what unnerved me was the shape of the trees. Their cusps looked like spiders, in a manner resembling how the insect crunches up it's legs when it dies. The gaps in between some tangled branches forming beady eyes.
Then and there is when an overwhelming sense of doom overcame me. I looked at the carcasses of the small and big game that surrounded me and saw that their flesh was flayed and heavily decomposed
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I knew I had ventured too far within the glade, as I felt that even the ground beneath me was drenched with malice. I stared at a nearby tree and it looked back, weighing if hunting me was worth the risk. I fled before it could come to a decision.
I told my friend that I knew I was marked for death, and woke up.
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Never knew I had some lovecraft buried in my subconcious, but "living" that experience was something else.
Obviously I took the liberty of moving a bit of the start and beginning of the story, because dreams don't seem to care much about continuity. By the time I fled the glade the dream had fully become about magical forest hijinks and not about being marked for death.
 
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Here's a dramatic retelling of a dream I had a week or two ago.

"I dreamt that I was in a friend's house, recounting to him about a recent brush with death.
I told him that a few weeks ago, I was tasked by an academy (of some sort) with surveying the forest on the outskirts of town in search for a relic of religious significance.
As I explored, I came across a glade filled with the carcasses of animals, which were stacked up to the height of my chin and separated from each other in a symmetrical, matrix like arrangement.
The glade distinguished itself from the greens and yellows of the forest by bearing dark and saturated colors. The dirt was a mixture of oxide red and brown, the grass dry and bright orange, and the surrounding trees were a dark, chocolate brown.
This was all certainly curious, but what unnerved me was the shape of the trees. Their cusps looked like spiders, in a manner resembling how the insect crunches up it's legs when it dies. The gaps in between some tangled branches forming beady eyes.
Then and there is when an overwhelming sense of doom overcame me. I looked at the carcasses of the small and big game that surrounded me and saw that their flesh was flayed and heavily decomposed
.
I knew I had ventured too far within the glade, as I felt that even the ground beneath me was drenched with malice. I stared at a nearby tree and it looked back, weighing if hunting me was worth the risk. I fled before it could come to a decision.
I told my friend that I knew I was marked for death, and woke up.
"

Never knew I had some lovecraft buried in my subconcious, but "living" that experience was something else.
Obviously I took the liberty of moving a bit of the start and beginning of the story, because dreams don't seem to care much about continuity. By the time I fled the glade the dream had fully become about magical forest hijinks and not about being marked for death.
Reordering may be good to use as material for stories, but keeping the order is better if you ever want to return and think more about it or analyze it again. Jung used to say that every little detail of a dream is chosen purposefully by the unconscious, though we may not always see it as such. So at least for your own personal use, it may be better to keep it as it happened
 
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Reordering may be good to use as material for stories, but keeping the order is better if you ever want to return and think more about it or analyze it again. Jung used to say that every little detail of a dream is chosen purposefully by the unconscious, though we may not always see it as such. So at least for your own personal use, it may be better to keep it as it happened
True, this one in specific I wanted to covert it into a narrative and share since the context and imagery felt so intense to me.
 
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I'm traversing through these halls of a school that feels like its from the early 1900s. No ones around, feels like I'm in some restricted area like how subway routes get bricked up and abandoned.

Everythings dimly lit, tiles are a grimy green and brown. Its wet, damp, and cold, the ceilings are high and fade into darkness. I feel small. No windows. Feels underground.

And I have to take a shit.

This is where it gets a bit surreal.

I walk into this LAVARATORY but its this huge room like a hall full of segmented-out bathroom stalls. but the bathroom stalls are these dilapidated decrepit ruins of a once beautifully engineered bathhouse or some shit. So if someone were to use it you would be able to see everything. I instantly feel uncomfortable and have to choose the best out of the worst.

I for some reason walk up to this toliet contraption and let me tell you, this shit was fucked up. I'll try and explain this to the best of my ability. This was some rusted-ass torture apparatus. It looked like some victorian age machinery that was used for disabled people to excrete in but it ended up killing whoever used it.

It was high up so you would have to climb into it. It had a normal toilet bowl part but no seat just rusty cold metal that led to a dark void. It had these metal extension pieces that would hold your legs in place and a sort of footrest.

I stared at it for a bit and decided it was the only one worth trying to use, so I climbed in, and I've never dumped my bowels out in a dream before but it was horrible. Pure miserable suffering, it was cold, no sense of privacy in this huge expansive hall of toilets.

But when I did my business I got up and started feeling this uneasiness in the air. I saw this room off in some corner with the doorway leading into pitch black. For some reason I thought a mole person was living in there so I felt nervous and left.

Then it morphed into a different sequence. The end :D
 
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This is from a week ago and just remembered Agorans would like it.

I'm standing at the entryway of a large all-glass corpo building. Two clean cut guys in suits offer me and my husband dream jobs with huge pay...for the CIA.
We yell "FUCK YOU, GO AWAY GLOWN****RS!" (uncensored in the dream)
They say "Oh okay, you passed the test. We need colonists for the moonbase. Job offer is still on the table."
"GO AWAY GLOWN****RS!!"
"Okay okay you passed, jeez!"
"GO AWAY GLOWN****RS!!!"
"That's en-"
"GO AWAY GLOWN****RS!!!"
"I'll give you my lambo if you st-"
"GO AWAY GLOWN****RS!!!"
"Fuck alright here's the keys to my car, we're leaving, offer's still-"
"GO AWAY GLOWN****RS!!!"
Then one tossed me the keys and both ran away through the parking lot.

If this was some CIA dream psyop I passed.
 
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Some days ago, I dreamt that I was on a vacation with my family and some of their friends to a random Victorian Gothic castle near where we live (it doesn't exist in real life). The castle was owned by a German company owned by Disney. For some reason the dream took place in modern-day TNO universe, and Germany was Speerist, so there were swastikas all over the place, and no one cared about it.

When the night came, we were still inside said castle, and everyone outside was leaving without any reason, so we started to try to find the exit. There was this dark opressive energy all around the place, and it was the worst place possible for someone with claustrophobia. After what seemed like 1 hour of searching, I got lost again, and now I was completely alone. But now, said energy was even bigger, and it felt like some creature was chasing and seeing me everywhere. After some time, the energy reaches its peak, and I turn back to see what is it, but is it nothing. Then, the energy becomes too opressive and I wake up immediately.

Weird dream.
 
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I have had 3 or 4 dreams about Agora Road. Every one of them is uncomprehensible, but I remember three of them pretty well.

1. This was the first, some months ago. Everything went just as it did every weekend, until I checked Agora, which had all of its UI changed. Now it was all wizard and medieval-themed. Everything. Even the images had some of those decorations you see in books from that age around them. The other great change was that some users had developed a new slang, which could be best described as a mix of English, Nasdat, alienish words (Peepo, Zooba, Stootoo, Zoirg) and the bad written English used at polandball comics. The only example I remember of this was a conversation between @Pangolin and @housepoopr about christianity, with some excerpts being:

"Peepo think you're doomming wrong. God's love is..." - housepoopr

"Man, you are so zoirg. Is is that goomy for a chita like you to understand that..." - Pangolin


2. This was the most recent, around a week and a half ago. This time there were no big changes (fortunately), rather a new user that quickly got into some problems with @Voicedrew.
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Yup, her.
She was extremely quebecois. Full-on French speaker, croissant eater. She also got in some heated debates (in which she was surprisingly pretty good). Also, she reccomended Agora to a friend of her who was an English teacher (there is actually a reason for all of this). That is all I remember.

3. Snoop Dogg in Agora.
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2. This was the most recent, around a week and a half ago. This time there were no big changes (fortunately), rather a new user that quickly got into some problems with @Voicedrew.
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Yup, her. She was extremely quebecois. Full-on French speaker, croissant eater. She also got in some heated debates (in which she was surprisingly pretty good). Also, she reccomended Agora to a friend of her who was an English teacher (there is actually a reason for all of this). That is all I remember.
Emilia has still yet to visit me in my dreams :RedWojak::RedWojak::RedWojak:. French BITCH!!
 
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Emilia has still yet to visit me in my dreams :RedWojak::RedWojak::RedWojak:. French BITCH!!
She has visited me FOUR times already! Don't you see a pattern here, little flappy-head boy?
 
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I have had 3 or 4 dreams about Agora Road. Every one of them is uncomprehensible, but I remember three of them pretty well.

1. This was the first, some months ago. Everything went just as it did every weekend, until I checked Agora, which had all of its UI changed. Now it was all wizard and medieval-themed. Everything. Even the images had some of those decorations you see in books from that age around them. The other great change was that some users had developed a new slang, which could be best described as a mix of English, Nasdat, alienish words (Peepo, Zooba, Stootoo, Zoirg) and the bad written English used at polandball comics. The only example I remember of this was a conversation between @Pangolin and @housepoopr about christianity, with some excerpts being:

"Peepo think you're doomming wrong. God's love is..." - housepoopr

"Man, you are so zoirg. Is is that goomy for a chita like you to understand that..." - Pangolin


2. This was the most recent, around a week and a half ago. This time there were no big changes (fortunately), rather a new user that quickly got into some problems with @Voicedrew.
She was extremely quebecois. Full-on French speaker, croissant eater. She also got in some heated debates (in which she was surprisingly pretty good). Also, she reccomended Agora to a friend of her who was an English teacher (there is actually a reason for all of this). That is all I remember.

3. Snoop Dogg in Agora.
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You're telling me all of this did NOT happen????
 
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i had one of those dreams where i fell asleep midday and I had a wave of exhaustion and passed out. turned out to be super vivid and surreal, ran into people from my teens and was uncomfortable about how they may perceive me considering that time has passed so much, super awkward, I recall one of them grimacing like "fuck we have to talk to each other now". Anyway one of them brought their brother (although in real life they dont have one, so i made this guy up in my brain) and they were talking in gibberish and I could only decipher some of it. I was thinking that this guy was tripping on acid or something. But he was talking about how the cafe owner we were in was some noise musician and was guiding me towards the counter pointing at him. He was messing with some mixer that jumbled the the music in the cafe. Thinking about it I probably combined a couple people I know IRL to make that person, which is interesting.

I got out of there after some chitchat and got lost in this huge expansive mall, yet it was still lively and sorta futuristic like it was in a sprawling city. In the dream, i had prior knowledge that we were a couple stories up, but I planned I would just keep climbing. Eventually realized I reached a dead end due to the stairs leading to a stupid redundant bridge that didnt lead anywhere. It had evergreen trees on display but it wasnt like they were planted naturally they were just propped there like 3D models. One was tipped over and squirrels were hanging on the railings and on the pathway.

I decided to climb down and return to the cafe but there were so many people crowding around and I was shoulder to shoulder squeezing through. For some reason, Taylor Swift passes by with a shirt of an artist and a pink jacket. I vaguely recall and was flabbergasted she would wear such a shirt that wasnt her style at all. It was like some death metal logo illustration but with that hyperpop ironic twist to it. Mind you, I have no interest in Taylor Swift so it was really fucking random for it to pop in my head. Maybe she got that brainchip advertising sponsorship or something.

I turn around just to make sure I saw what I saw correctly but she disappeared in the crowd I just gave up cus it was a fruitless endeavor. I go back to the cafe and theres a huge line out the doorway of a bunch of actors and celebrities dressed in pink formal wear, for some reason I piece together in my dream logic that its a wedding ceremony for taylor swift. I go down the line of actors and I swear I talked to the "INCONVEIABLE" guy from the princess bride (who also voice acted a lot of teachers and principals for some reason). I recognized a couple more actors but I cant recall them specifically they all looked the same. One dude was wearing a shirt and tie that had a moving graphic of super mario bros wii and we exchanged a couple words about which one it was specifically.

Thats where it basically ended. Super brainrot sorry in advance for the useless read but I thought was so stupid that i had to share it. Heres a drawing I did 4 the squirrel bridge and logo.


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@A L I X I saw Emilia in my dream this night. I took a melatonin to help me get to bed, since I have important stuff to do tomorrow. I always have strange dreams when I take it, but this was very strange.

Emilia

I know she was present in more of the dream, but this is the part I remember most vividly. We were standing in some kind of hall, the carpet on the floor was red, and the walls were a kind of grey stone brick. My perspective starts at the front of the hall, such that I can see both myself and her. My perspective then suddenly shifts into the first person. A moment passes, and then she looks back at me. She was not dressed in her normal attire, but instead very elaborately, but I cannot remember what sort of dress she was wearing, only that much of it was bright white. She then looked forward and began walking; white petals littering the floor wherever she stepped.

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A man then appears to me on my right. He does not look at me, he also walks forward and as he does branches and vegetation grow up the wall every time he puts his feet down. He had completely white hair that went down to his shoulders. That is where this part of the dream ends.

The Dye Trader

In the next part, I am in some kind of 2D environment. It looks a lot like terraria. I am repeatedly killing the dye trader by throwing him into lava using some kind of item. I am hearing voices, they are talking about Emilia also, but I do not know what they say.

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Battle on the Beach
Here I am fighting in some kind of Napoleonic setting. There is an enemy army attacking us from the beach. I am urged to join the battle and lie prone while propping my musket up on a long palm tree that lies dead and ashy on the beach. We fire a volley, and we kill some enemies that are only a few feet ahead of us (in much the same position).

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Heya guys. I thought it would be pretty cool if we could document any dreams we wanted to share, maybe peer a bit into the psyches of the road's travellers. I'll start with a short and silly one:

I dreamt a while ago about fruits comitting suicide. Like, a strawberry grabbing a magnum, screaming "I CAN'T DEAL WITH THIS SHIT ANYMORE" and blowing itself up, or blueberries jumping off the world trade center because the economy went to shit and they were deep in the red. It always ended with the little guys getting minced and becoming some kind of jam...

Kinda weird innit? Hbu, any dreams you wanna share?
Had a dream last night about me going to a pool.

it was a small spa kind of area with a lesbian couple in one corner and me entering the other.

As I entered my corner the couple look up at me. They've been restraining something hidden from me as I was getting in. Upon looking at me one of them awkwardly says "I hope you don't mind...we brought our dolphin haha"

I'm weirded out and I shrug. "Sure whatever man"

they grin with enthusiasm as they let go of the dolphin and it charges at me full-sprint before lunging at me with the force of a fucking cannon. The last thing I see is it's shit eating smirk.


Woke up the next day with a killer headache. Fuck dolphins.
 

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@A L I X I saw Emilia in my dream this night. I took a melatonin to help me get to bed, since I have important stuff to do tomorrow. I always have strange dreams when I take it, but this was very strange.
Every single time I take something to sleep I end up having either the most disturbing or the craziest fever dreams ever. From the four times Emilia appeared on my dreams, 3 of them were XRA-tier dreams where she only appeared a little bit.

View: https://youtu.be/UU4_P0ftCVE?si=oxnJ-C97oCHjmoQh

A man then appears to me on my right. He does not look at me, he also walks forward and as he does branches and vegetation grow up the wall every time he puts his feet down. He had completely white hair that went down to his shoulders. That is where this part of the dream ends.
That was her father. He will now make a lot of challenges for you and he will judge you based on that. Depending on what he thinks you will either get kicked out or get married with her (even if you don't want any of those options).
I am repeatedly killing the dye trader by throwing him into lava using some kind of item.
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my dreams are usually weird. as in they have a certain color grading, insane cinematic scenes, huge massive buildings, and some of them are suffocating
 

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once a guy in a dream had pity for me went to an ATM with me to withdraw money and give it to me at the last moment he clicked CANCEL and everyone laughed like it's the funniest prank they have ever seen
 
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I don't dream that often (and when I do I often can't remember them the next day,) but there are a few that have stuck with me over the years:

- I was a young girl at the time. I had gone shopping with my mom and some other members of my family (my brother, my grandpa and grandma?) and they had left me behind at the local Wal-Mart. The sky was orange, like near sunset, and the clouds above me... well really I don't wanna call them clouds. It looked like a cloud, but its bottom looked like it was made out of mirrors or some shiny substance. Could've been a ship. I had wandered out across the bridge near the road walking up towards where my local McDonalds was, but I wasn't afraid and there wasn't really any buildings. Just the shiny cloud in the sky, which I marveled at. Sadly that's about all I can remember of this one.

- I don't remember much of this one either, since I dreamed this as a child too. Me and my family visited this Burger King in the early morning, completely surrounded by waterfalls. It was a perfectly normal Burger King in every way, but it was just on an island in the middle of a horseshoe of flowing water with a single bridge going to it.

- The property my neighbors own contains this hill you walk up, and it leads to a grass clearing where the power lines are that goes up and up until you reach the top and can see the mountains for some distance around. I'd have repeated dreams about this place, about there being this underground lair in the mountain that was just a child's paradise full of ball pits, a dance floor, toys, arcades, snack machines, you name it. There were windows to the sky, and the grass was always vibrant green and the sky was always blue and sunny. I felt safe and happy.

- I was having some kind of discussion with my grandparents about my mother up on the hill somewhere near dawn, I wanna say. We were standing next to the unfinished frame of a house, my house, and the 4x4 skeleton was made of fused together large dominos. There was no trees or grass and the ground was just bare dirt.

- I used to have this repeating dream of trying to get away from my mom and arguing with her over something or other. I'd still be living in my old room upstairs where the ceiling would be slanted because of the roof, and occasionally under the eves it was much larger than normal with rows of things on the walls stretching for some distance. I'd always be fed up, packing my stuff and going back to my house, which was much closer to her house than it was in real life- always in my grandparents' old garden, just this little shack with a bed and a microwave and some other things.

- On a scary note, the last dream I wanna recant here was one where I was completely paralyzed and couldn't move. I slithered all over the floor like a slug just unable to move and terrified, up and over cabinets and everything else, and only my grandmother noticed something was wrong. I was sad, because people couldn't tell I was paralyzed. I woke up shortly after stuck in sleep paralysis, and it scared the heck out of me for a couple days afterwards.
 
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