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Millions and billions died so that redditors could wonder over whether it was Berenstein or Berenstain.Some say that the Mandela effect happens as a result of LOTS of people dying. As in millions and billions, over and over.
Oh man I feel you. I've been feeling like that for the past three years. I am still looking for the answers why I am like that, I mean I don't enjoy seeing new places or meeting new people, overall I feel like I am not here anymore. There is just a human body, like something has been broken with my perception of reality. Even if I am high (weed, mushrooms, I am going to take LSD too), I don't feel like it is any new experience or something that might give me positive attitude even for a moment. I hadn't been aware of it in 2012, back then I started high school and I hadn't though about such concepts. Right now I feel like I just exist on molecular level and I don't feel anything from the outside world. I sometimes envy other people that they can enjoy life without any overthinking about existence and meaning in life (yeah, there isn't any meaning in life). It is really fucked up, the world we are living right now is such an absurd. I guess the only way is to find some activities that can engage flow within oneself and switch yourself off from the outside world. More than that we are approaching to another crisis so my take is that everything is going to be worse.Millions and billions died so that redditors could wonder over whether it was Berenstein or Berenstain.
Jokes aside . . . I can't say I felt different after 2012 because I was about 9 years old when the world was meant to end. I do remember I made some kids cry because I told them the world was going to end though, and they thought there was going to be a zombie apocalypse. It was around about high school when my personal level fell, but it rose strongly back and I'm the best I've ever been. Except that the past few months I have had something switched. Every thing I see is like it's behind a screen, it's as real as that, and the experience of touch doesn't influence the experience either, it's just like another disjunct sensory experience if it's unfamiliar, and just the same buzzing signals if it's one I am familiar with. When I go to a place now it hardly even feels like I'm there, just like I am supposed to be there. It was only last night where I actually felt real, for the past few weeks I have returned to mma and last night we finally did sparring. It was meant to be light but everyone I partnered with went heavy. My nose might be bent, my feet feel broken, I can't tense my abs without mad pain, but I hadn't felt so good or so genuine in a long time. I don't know if it's from fighting itself, or if it's because it pushed me to my sensory extremes, but now I'm practically back to the same old level now where everything may as well not happen since it's just as unreal either way. Nothing that happens fazes me much or excites me.
I'd naturally think that this is just me getting old, in fact I assumed this is just what happens when you work. But the scary thing is I see this in my brother. I don't think he is actually fazed by much beyond media experience. He is not excited to go places in any typical fashion, in fact you'll tell him something that's meant to be riveting and he'll just add on to it in a matter of fact way. I dunno if he's a kid being a kid or what. I remember when I was a kid I'd practically be jumping up and down over things, things felt new. But, he is exposed to way more media than I am too. I wonder if that's it: the real big change has been that everyone and their parents and grandparents are hooked on media. We are all full of false experiences given to us by media, on-demand and endlessly. Rant over, I need to get more sleep tonight.
I completely understand what you mean, it is good to know that things cannot stay stagnant forever. Some of those who believe in the Atlanteans, believe that some select survivors of the sinking continent spread across the world and shared their knowledge. I do not necessarily believe in Atlantis but I appreciate the power of the myth to illustrate how in emergent systems such as human civilization cycles are operating on every level. Doing martial arts again lately, I recall a saying passed around that a good student becomes a good master, who becomes a good teacher, who becomes a good student. Cycles are important and are present everywhere you look, the only constant is change.I think that the Mayans by saying that the end will come doesnt neccesarily meant a total destruction or an armageddon. I will say an old proverb, when a circle closes, another opens, that sounds weird because it translated from my native language, but its meaning is when a door closes another one opens, maybe the mayans meant that the beginning of the end will start at 2012, maybe their. The 1st case i believe regarding this topic is that since 2012 till now many people were consciously developed. This is how i feel, perhaps their writings were misinterpreted,maybe their meaning was different and their meaning was more optimistic( for example the beginning of the end of darkness).
I personally believe It all ended in 2016 rather than 2012. Nothing quite like that summer.Since 2012 the world hasn't seemed right. did we all die in a flash from something like a metro. Are brains haven't processed it yet. we can still have activity in a dream like state for 7 minutes but to the person it seems forever.
Summer of 2016 was awesomeI personally believe It all ended in 2016 rather than 2012. Nothing quite like that summer.
Also the cerns accelerator starts again today.I dont know but i feel cern is responsible. There are many theories about it, and also their accelerator and their statue in their yard makes them more suspicious of having dark connections.