I don't really know you, but depending on your age and your current situation right now, it's fine feeling like this I guess. The only thing that is wrong is to be static in one place, just go do something for the love of god, even if it fails you can look at yourself in the mirror and say you aren't lazy.
I don't know, go out to get some money, through a job or just offering some help for others in some service or whatever (I remember that in my teens I helped an uncle of mine at his job for some time, he works as an mechanic and engineer, I got some bucks, it wasn't much but it made me feel good with myself and my own work). Go study something, even if you don't like it at first, just ocupy your mind with something, specially if is useful for something or fascinating in some way. Maybe get a bit more spiritual, search about religions and faiths, the hard truth is that yes we aren't here just for nothing, we must move forward torwards something greater, if you don't belive in anything you aren't anything.
I know this sounds like some kind of sermon, but trust me, just don't just stay there lamenting, you got to do something with your life since no one is going to ever do it for you, and I'm not even telling you to "grind" and abandon your hobbies and passions to just work, you can keep them dearly for the rest of your life if you want, just be mature enough to balance things, then you'll start apreciating them even more for the simple fact you can still have fun with them.
Just remember this: An empty head is the devil's office, fill it with good things before it's too late. Good luck.
