My Complete Film Series (Music, Esoterics, Beats, Vibes & Visuals)

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This is a Playlist of my series of films produced between 2006 & 2020

I publish this playlist with cringy awkward content about myself so the story might not be forgatten.

It shows me at times in the deepest recesses of pain and madness, eventhough I feel difficult releasing this, I hope my story may be of benefit

Although I can hardly see these films myself anymore, I still want to share it in here, these films may not be fun to watch, because it often shows me in a strange difficult state of being , I think it is important to have published before disaster strikes, I m ill at home and society is breaking down, people getting sick around me


View: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLvbObgz6k98wNguDLGTDmA8oq4wiawQHW



John J H H Weilacher's Complete Online Discography.

In the following document we will delve into the complete online works of John J H H Weilacher. All Links to All Projects online. For Your Enjoyment to browse and listen to. Regurlary updated with new music. A Collection of Music & Video from 1999 to 2019 and future beyond.


Johns Funky Shit project was created when studying at the ArtsCollege (ABKM) in Maastricht, and during highschool this period goes from before 1999 when I was 16 years old to around 2004 It is expiremental trash music or the genre called weirdo music, this period goes from before 1999 when I was 16 years old to around 2006. In this period I suffered multiple psychoses/ weird happenings and I had been locked up several times in solitary confinement and put on heavy medication, the first one of which happened after the John's Funky Shit third album at age 19-21, these intrusions all happened after I converted to Islam, one can see the difference of style during the third album and after. The first 3 albums where produced in my parents house, while still living therethe rest of the albums where mostly produced in an abandoned commercial building in which I lived with a group of other art academy students. Strange things happened in this abandoned place, I often performed at arty parties and exhibitions aswell as festivals with this music


After a hiatus of several years the project pretzelflashyo was produced during 2007, while living in a squated farm, I had become a full practicing muslim by that time, and called the adzaan did daily prayers, we gathered with many people in this building and had great times. My age from 22 to 24 more or less. During this time I met someone, a woman , we became romanticly involved and I went to part time live with her and her child in London UK to which I became kind of a stepfather at age 23, when I returned to the netherlands to find a livingspace for us as a family, yet during my time being alone without the spiritual protection of Her, plagued by visions and energetic influxes something happened which made me loose my mind yet again, and was confined into the institution once again. Solitary confinement and heavy medication, around 2008 /2009 the relationship ended, I had been assigned an appartement, just before the strange happenings, these things happened while I was working on an album callled : Islamicly themed protest album "Yahya Renegado" which is not available always online , due to its controversial "militant" content, yet I left it in there for its historical reference and completness of the story. In London I had been living in the muslim community , I learned reading arabic and a small amount of islamic sciences, which led to multiple discoveries and growth instances. When I returned to the netherlands I was quickly, once again taken to the facility. Involuntarily, of which I escaped , kept working on the next album called the Moorish-Atum-A-Tron. I could finish the album , before I was dragged, out of my house once again, the album was made in a very peculier state of mind of which I still struggle to explain or define, a spiritual state of mind, bordering tearfull passion gravity and madness


2009-2012 I regained my strenght, and produced my first hiphop/rap album in the dutch language,
aswell as an indierock concept band album called thehiramabiff99's
I started a internet broadcasting channel ,
which was succesfull called the U A O // UAOmroep // U B N a moorish science inspired project called JayWShariefBey, and a "Freejazz" band. My appartement became a creative centre where people came to visit and gather.


In 2012 there arose another challenge, I had been doing performances and lectures, In my house people at times gathered, we had formed:"The GanjaYoga Center" the people from the institution/facility did not agree with the developments of the creative centre, and I was accused of mental psychoses once again. Strange things happened, my studio computer started acting weirdly , the people in my neighbourhood started acting weirdly. The people from the institution wanted to do an intervention. During these extreme conditions I did my best to produce the project JFSLegacy


When I returned from yet another time of being held in those cells, I kept producing. Producing on all the previous projects, films and music


2014 The Substitute Messengers was started
in 2016 I tried to flee the interventions of the institution at two occasions , where I fled to germany and aswell once to belgium on foot, after this and my last apprehension things started to settle, it was the last year in which stuff happened,


within the links and publications of all these internet pages, there are films & music that delve deeply into my expirience and happenings, more then I can explain in this text. And may I say it was and is an ongoing mystical expirience. I wish I could be more complete within this descriptive text, yet the story is vast
do not be deterred by the bulk of the content, or the odd cringy track in betweens
I hope there can be found benefits in these works
May Peace be Upon You

John J H H Weilacher

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    BarnSwallow said:
    thinking straight is a luxury only neets and youth can afford
    "One of these days, thought Winston with sudden deep conviction, Syme will be vaporized. He is too intelligent. He sees too clearly and speaks too plainly. The Party does not like such people. One day he will disappear. It is written in his face."
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  • StarBrite16:
    if you think straight for too long, you'll be a depressed and anxious mess
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    Still a Youth said:
    Yoy can but ill probably be scared off and run away from technology to smoke a cigerette and not come back to this website for a few days
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  • Member:
    StarBrite16 said:
    if you think straight for too long, you'll be a depressed and anxious mess
    Being ignorant isn't blissful though
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    You're like a wounded deer who doesn't know why it's feeling pain
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    Yes i am
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  • SophiaHaven:
    Still a Youth said:
    Yes i will make it smolder
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  • SophiaHaven:
    Member said:
    You're like a wounded deer who doesn't know why it's feeling pain
    This is such an incredibly apt description.
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  • Still a Youth:
    I need to write about huxley ive been thinking about that for days
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  • StarBrite16:
    sad but true
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  • Member:
    SophiaHaven said:
    Well, if you do, take some reading material with you, at least. I know it's a little long at 17,000 words, but I think it'll be worth an hour of your time and might stimulate your imagination. There's some original thought and analysis in it, as well some surveys from Huxley, Popper, de Tocqueville, and Kaczynski.
    Can you send me this work too?
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  • Still a Youth:
    You might like adornos dialectic of the enlightenment, or if you wanna go full philo-bot Quines indeterminacy of translation arguments
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  • SophiaHaven:
    Still a Youth said:
    You might like adornos dialectic of the enlightenment, or if you wanna go full philo-bot Quines indeterminacy of translation arguments
    An extremely astute and appreciated recommendation. Indeed, I've been meaning to delve into that for a while. I think it would speak a lot on the issue of closed societies that are nonetheless very abstract (in the Popperian sense of the term, meaning those societies where freedom of thought and discourse are not allowed, and where the laws are against the principles that allow men and woman to live as they please, with only civic or economic engagement with the rest of their peers). Within this category I would include the 20th century authoritarian states of the fascists and communists, as well as maybe some 19th century European polities.
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