This would have been a long ass time ago but, I remember once befriending a kid in one of my classes who no one seemed to talk to. I understood what it was like to be generally considered an outcast so I figured I'd try to offer him friendship. He was chill, just a bit different from most people at our school since he was a bit of a nerd which wasn't nearly as popular and mainstream back then as it is now. Being that I also considered myself a bit of a nerd I was more than willing to talk to him about the sort of tech shit he was into, or just the anime and manga he liked. One day, for absolutely no reason; we discussed the concept of death. More specifically he mentioned that he wanted people to laugh at his funeral, stating that he just wishes people would find him funny instead of laughing at him. He told me he wanted to be a comedian but that he knew it wouldn't pay the bills because it's not the sort of job you can really go out and apply for, but it's something he wanted to be remembered for. The very next day I didn't see him at school and it was reported shortly after that he had been hit by a car on his way home. However it gets worse, I thought it might have been suicide given that he had basically just told me about his hopes for his funeral, and that he didn't think his life was going anywhere. Though this was proven to not be the case, where in actuality it was the grandmother of my at-the-time girlfriend who was driving home while hopped up on all kinds of prescriptions and really drunk which had resulted in her losing consciousness momentarily and driving her car off the road onto the sidewalk hitting the young man. I came to the realization that this was the reason why her mother had come home so late that evening (we were dumb teens so we didn't really notice since we figured we just had extra time to fool around considering how late her mom was) turns out her mom had to go pick up her grandma and explain shit to the cops. Basically I befriended a kid within a week of my ex's grandma hitting him with her car and I remember there being a rumor that people shouldn't befriend me because I was some death demon who would curse them to die within a week of knowing me, which was dumb but we were young so it got stuck in my brain and I was worried about befriending people after that. I didn't have any new friends for a few years after that experience because some small dumbass part of my brain actually thought they'd end up dead.