I just like the idea of a reset, a blank slate that puts everyone on a more even playing field. A real wake up call is needed to restore some sense of humanity. Some sort of collapse or cataclysmic event is the only real way to achieve it though. Eerything has just felt so surreal and disconnected since the lockdowns started. People I knew just aren't the same, it's all just so hard to accurately pinpoint and describe.
Even if a total societal breakdown is unlikely, there's no denying that the west is in the midst of a painful decline. And the worst part is that culturally they seem to be bringing it upon themselves by teaching self hatred, victim mentality, and "woke" ideologies. The boardroom approach to cinema and music hasn't helped either, and modern art is a money laundering joke.
At this point I think there's a lot of angry people who would risk it all just to get a taste of revenge against the elites and general corruption. Could just be your typical "all talk, no action" internet tough guy bullshit but idk normal people seem to be more keen on the fuckery going on and are getting sick of it.
I'm mostly content with life, I have food, a place to sleep, and refuge in hobbies. I don't really care what happens either way, I'd like to believe I have a good enough head on my shoulders to make it through whatever bullshit is next, whether it's the great boogaloo or just a mundane slip into a complete dystopia.
my takes
26. februára 2020, 7:32
- Crony capitalism, govt-owned media, bottle-up everything, denial bias & abuse, pay for everything, (i)-don't-need-that-when-everyone-else-have-it (#idntweeht) - no-such-thing-as-a-must (#nstaam),
- fun-to-no-asking-about-everything (#ftnaaet), schools learning students to (no-think) conform and obey what they (teacher) don't ever agree or understand to - learning ballast, cheap workforce, artificial foods, GMO, age of programers, fear of AI, lost of work position, dumbing people and art, copyright everything that it is able to, monetize world, world of ads,
- comformity prison, thought prison, lampshading, bias for bias - denial for denial, tragedy of lowest common denominator, irony of individuality, gestalt of rebels, independent ideas of same things on other site of the world,
- but-i-am-not-the-same, much ado about nothing, fictional scarcity and demand, printhead market model, Brave new world & F451, akkasha and copyright of mind, Library of Alexandria?, at-tip-of-our-noses-all-the-time-right-on-the-eyes, pain of boredom,
doublethink and (mora(aaaa)l) zombies, loss of mind - thought - integrity - persona - morals & values - critical thinking, #fomo...
25. februára 2020, 8:00
25. februára 2020, 8:00
#borgeuois pigs?
#crohnberg capitalism
25. februára 2020, 7:49
Prečo sa východ cíti ohrození západnými hodnotami
Američania sa báli komunizmu pre svoju jednoduchosť
Asi si nevedeli pripustiť, že peniaze nie vždy všetko vyriešia (lieky, inzulín, škola...)
Na papieri [kom.] znel pekne, horšie však bolo, keď ľudia systém, v ktorom žijú, začali spoznávať a búriť sa proti nemu (čo sme sa nič nenaučili, čo nevieme, že majetok spraví málokoho naveky šťastného...?)
Nacionalizmus a národovstvo sa rozšírili po východnej, jv a južnej Európe, náznaky, variácie a odnože možno badať aj na jej západe;
Nacionalizmus ako priamy potomok zvrátenej globalistickej ľavicovej demokracie
25. februára 2020, 7:18
West Bi***
Prepoj všetko a potom sa nečuduj, keď sa vyskytne maniak, čo to všetko jedným tlačidlom zničí
Závislosť na importe (exporte) a mamone, sila peňazí, odcudzenie...
Severský socializmus, južný trh, východná filozofia a západná demokracia
Prečo sa juh a východ cítia utlačované a vykorisťováné západom, keď ho čas od času sami vykorisťujú?
Stieranie rozdielu medzi vykoristovateľom a vykorisťovaným
Nevidíme si ďalej od nosa, alebo sme ignoranti?
#Copyright isn't (real) thing if you never own anything in your life, even "your" life itself (music - notes & accords, concepts...)
#How to make zombies out of the people; hypes and musts aren't real if you are not able to be manipulated; tragedy of commons
#Erosion of mind/soul; no common sense left; nearsightedness of people; soc. programming - where is my personality and how to change my quirks
#How prosperity make us bad and poor from inside of our souls
#Love that what hurts
#You can't handle the truth(?); truth subjectivity/objectivity
#I think what others are thinking and thus can't think of anything else and do nothing properly; thinking of previous (mistakes in) thoughts
#contingency; abuse of power from both sides (strong & weak)
#I can't connect my thoughts (biased) properly
#We are the only ones who can set us free
#[China] is doing this s*i* only to itself, harming itself
#Paying (us) for spent time on web by making tasks (time-based currency)
#Why Comm. couldn't work in reality; and in 21st century?
#Homeland-based economy
#Is points-by value system (e. g. 20 € - 5 points/total 150) scam?
#Threats of e-cash only, loss of anonymity - evil plan of deanonymity
#How what we are fighting against destroy us in the end
#Trigger (fear) nation, brainwashed (herd) sheep
#!Good intentions gone wrong
#You don't need new things every 2 years
#Money slaves, false flags, bread & games...?
#Conformity slaves, tech -- human memory loss
#Thin line between truth & lies/ info & propaganda (brain-soup)
#Reality worse than fiction
#what make us different from animals/robots?
#ecology vs. private ownership
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#Bad things happens - when pretty people fin dout how much pretty they are
#How cash and expensive clothes doesn't matter in the end
#Race for things, death, happiness
#Raising narcissists/snowflakes
#How good things are actually bad (Baudelaire)
#Subversion of values over decades
#Fear of lost jobs & else (AI)
#Uniques will tear people apart (Snowflake)
#Is (all) Internet lib-oriented and anarchy-about
#How we can tell truth from lies - and how media want to destroy this ability
#Things (from life/movies) that only happens in the America
#Sadness - and amount of info. we know
#What is holding the World from becoming 1984/Brave New World/F 451; #Is there a "precedence" to not became 1984 society?
#[Netflix, Disney+, ...] & easy-to-control population
#Why is everything (films, books, -) so expensive
#"The highest bidder starts the war"
#"Want" to please everyone (films)
#!Internet "grew up" and becomes (something) what it swore never to become
*#Cringe about the Internet is that it is not full of cringe anymore
*#B(y)ro Internet filters/censors, no free speech, right(s) for higher bidder, media control, ...
#Internet vs. Internet bubbles
!!Why people fall from history "lessons" (propaganda, mind control, - agenda...)?
#Ban of the truth & objectivity (one, only, wrong opinion); Ban on (indiv. mind) thought(s)?
#Why Eu. nations feel opressed by EU vs. Am./China/Prorus. nationalism (E Europe)
#Why we can't be honest, why we need agents, surveillance and Top secret('s)?
#Google Alts. (Reason for superiority)
#Gender and interruption issues (mainly, biased) as red herring(s) from real problem(s)
#Why Comms. failled (IF you are now oppresed by class, time and wage)??
#Youngsters & Anticap., sollution for non-monetary soc.
#Carlin; Memory optimism; Now I don't gonna make it (for it's own sake)
#Tradition vs. Innovation
#You don't need comp. every 2 years/End of Moore's law (when)?
#Modular comps. & other appliances
##Why there are no Ans. for my Qs. on Google (biased; thinktank)? - diff. results between log-in/-out
#If you are reasonable person, ads for you are no-use (why there are ads if no-one clicks on them anymore?)
#Damage of common people; why we always want more, something new, ...
#When will big corps. (G/MS/Comcast(?) fall?; Colossality as Achilles' heel (÷use their own medicine)
#Why people don't act naturally (as nature does)?
#What if fool had truth (unindocrinated), but no-none listens to him - and then, it's too late?
26. februára 2020, 7:32
Maaad
Crony capitalism, govt-owned media, bottle-up everything, denial bias & abuse, pay for everything, (i)-don't-need-that-when-everyone-else-have-it (#idntweeht) - no-such-thing-as-a-must (#nstaam), fun-to-no-asking-about-everything (#ftnaaet), schools learning students to (no-think) conform and obey what they (teacher) don't ever agree or understand to - learning ballast, cheap workforce, artificial foods, GMO, age of programers, fear of AI, lost of work position, dumbing people and art, copyright everything that it is able to, monetize world, world of ads, comformity prison, thought prison, lampshading, bias for bias - denial for denial, tragedy of lowest common denominator, irony of individuality, gestalt of rebels, independent ideas of same things on other site of the world, but-i-am-not-the-same, much ado about nothing, fictional scarcity and demand, printhead market model, Brave new world & F451, akkasha and copyright of mind, Library of Alexandria?, at-tip-of-our-noses-all-the-time-right-on-the-eyes, pain of boredom, doublethink and (moral) zombies, loss of mind - thought - integrity - persona - morals & values - critical thinking, #fomo...
30 > 31/10/22, 23/58-ish
Prečo ubližujem („") sám sebe?: Chýba mi vzrušenie. Toto ennui... Ale prečo ma to stále drží, baví?: Pretože potom by som pravdepodobne musel robiť niečo zmysluplné, významné, hmatateľné - niečo, z čoho mám strach. - Prečo?: Pretože môžem urobiť chybu, možno to zničiť, stratí to v mojich očiach na význame a hodnote hneď, ako bude 99,99% hotových.(..)
Odkiaľ tento strach, myšlienky naň, prichádzajú? /Zlá cesta/: Nie je to tak, že si schválne bol divný, len aby si opovrhnutiahodne „nebol ako všetci ostatní"? Ale koho možno z toh(t)o viniť? Nechce toto väčšina ľudí? Snáď som opakoval po druhých. Alebo; to, čo som robil, sa nedalo nikam zaradiť; takže som bol neviditeľný. Nuž, dosiahol som opak: - S nikým som sa nebavil, nemal nič (s nimi; schválne) spoločné. - Je toto to, čo som z(a)mýšľal?
Snáď som si (dokonca) myslel, že divné ľudí priťahuje. No popravde, vlastne si už ani nepamätám čo, prečo a ako bol „môj cieľ." (Liberál, čo sa kamaráti s každým a nemá nepriateľov (nevie ako na to)... Ale vlastne nemá ani vlastnú hlavu, nápady (aj keď vlastne, nikoho vlastne nie sú vlastné...))
Lož. Nehysáč, keď s tým (glob. otepľ., k(r)apitalizmus, „FBI"...) nedokáže (? profit???) nikto nič spraviť. Len obviňujete tých, čo majú (ten) najmenší dopad, hádžete (pre)vinu... Odporné, otras(né), detinské, poburujúce, hlúpe...
- Ale chápem („" - nechcem) - idú do toho; a sú z toho prachy - no samozrejme. Zombie spoločnosť, čo žije z vlastnej (Západ) minulej slávy, pochopiteľne, nemá nič iné v rukáve; (nič iné) na výber. Chcel by som sa čudovať - nemám čomu - snáď to (ak; toto všetko; bolo takto vždy(cky)- v skutočnosti kultúra, alebo ako tento zeitgest, pre-hauntológiu nazvať - tak zo 20-30 rokov je kultúra, jej piliere, morálka - všetko je to mŕtve.
Vždy bolo. Nebudeme, nie sme jediní, kto to má, cíti takto. Bolo to takto vždy - no nie?!
Či už kvitujete akejkoľvek ideológii, je jasné, že bez pevne stanovených východísk, medzí -cieľov- nie je možné, aby tento svet stále takto, týmto štýlom, fungoval neustále.
Buď-to priority, alebo chaos; rozpad, rozklad; bezcieľne, bezvýchodiskové čakanie na blažený koniec čohosi beztvarého...
/Never tým, čo hovoria v mene všetkých ~ nemožné, podozrivé...
11/57pm - 2am, 2/2/-3/2/23
Good if I wanted to, but I am kinda afraid that if left my guard, then bad things would happen, or my tongue will slip - but it is more of made-up fear in my head, than reality. That could happen, but in there, I see it, I guess, extremely exgagereded. I cant do anything, or *my bad self* will win - I am afraid of it. I dont want to be bad, egoistic, some type of CEO psychpath. I am never like that, but I can never know. It is just fear. I am scared of failure, you
can tell too. I am scared how I look like, how others see me. Yet I will rarely change for them. It is as if I betrayed myself, thrown away all I "worked" on. Is it stupid or normal human feeling, behaviour, dilemma? Well, I would call it that, - normal. In my case too, it seems. I never mantained any Self, I hate pretending. I am not formed by anything much, most of the time. Even if those were lies - why? Why then I still bother to care!? Because if I havent, no one
will? Lies. No one knows me. Yes. Nor myself pretty much. Tragedy. Or relief? As in what. I hardly try to answe that tho. It is just random idea now, with/out any "folder" in my head to reference to. To know; form oneself - is it must, is it "just hobby", stupid, useless, or even painful? - I would love to leave my past behind, yet, I am morbidly afraid that if I do (that), then I will "throw out baby too with bathtub water" - that then, it will be extremely hard
and time-consuming to build another "Me" anew, from scratch. Lies too? I feel empty, so why this presumption there? Or I am not as empty as I thought, and I still care. Yet I cant answer that, Why. Memory block? Never analysed *that* properly? Am I afraid of that? "What worst could happen?" - emotionally, *my* world will "fell apart". After reasoning, it is only that. No one needs to know about this. Even if I will write this down in my blog as prolly my last
message (reason: lack of themes, I told you, people, all traumas, fears, doubts I got on my mind), nothing much will change. I will just lie again to myself how everything is bad-good and how I, cryptically and vocally too, hate hypocrites and stupid laws - despite being like this, one big phonie, being disgusted of them. Well, I am, of myself too, - why (do) you think I am writting this!? I lie lie lie all the time. To myself. Do I feel happy? Maybe I am taking things
as "forever-there-to-be"s. Not being thankful. Still comparing and complaining (hehe *ouch*, it rhymes), never to be pleased. Root...? Or just this "modern illness"? When things are not enough for me, how *I* can be enough for myself?! Sounds simple-stupid, isnt it. Is Society, Postmodernism to blame? Culture, Nurture? Or is it just my fault to "not be tough enough!"? But then, *some* people hate people to be that. Is resilient better word? Thankful? Problem, you
see, is - you actually can pick (from present options) - isnt this the tragedy? Over-whelming number of options? What you *can* be, become, fight for... "As/How one donkey died over *indecisivness*", you see. - But is it plan, actual conspiracy? Present so many options (that) one gets mad, loose head over options - but then, there are only two parties? Isnt that stupid? Or, is it just so stupidly obvious, one just cant see it in front of their own eyes!? Disgustingly
genial... More like, genital (oof). Ass or tits!? When you got only one of two options, while being bombarded with so many opinions and (funded) ScIeNtIfIc DiScOvErIeS, one can wonder how in the fuck people can still take it! Hardly. I wonder too. Not painting devil on wall, but it is obvious to (at least) me, there is something going to happen, as more people will figure out this *one* too. (Un)fortunetly, not everyone got hardly any time for navel-gazing theses
in their heads as this one, or even time for writting that all out. Not alone trying to push counter-agenda. Not saying people dont know what they are doing or why. Or anything on politics. - But everything dont have to be personal, labeled, or political. Living in Western world for you means, you hold onto tradition of it, in common. No Left, no Right. Being decent. Not lying unless for chivalry reasons

. Being true, not good-good for clout or "points"
- do it, preach what you do, but dont make truth out of lies. Dont jump because everyone else is too - ask first. Ask what is going on, why, how. If we went to question reality and self-imposed states of mind (concepts), life could be clearer and less confussing. Not saying there will be no problems, only that there will be only those that are more-or-less valid. When you ask, this chaos, sometimes beautiful, can be more bearable. When you know Why, you understand
what are they/m people fighting for or against. I call this no-ask world Zombie-one. You maybe heard about Vaporwave (outside of music genre), Hauntology, (Aenomoia) or Monument Mythos. Something like that, if not basically that. Are we afraid to question things from fear of losing them, them being stolen from us by some Bad actors, or that we will be labeled, marked as conspirators (let it be what it meant before, or even after shift of meaning)? At least *here*
(head), it seems so. But isnt it that without pain, rebels and struggle, doubts, we could value those things we have? Or, even save to say, start to think about those things, thoughts, and these questions of "Why" (is it *this way*), on alone!?! That all is valid, nice and based. What isnt tho is, playing with emotions. Our lowest denominators. No one is safe from them. When thinking about it, maybe how we react to stimuli, not how we see ouselves, is what we Are.
Us, "Me" (Just little idea *moment*). But what is opposite of that, is my guilt. Is there shame too? Why is it so? I wonder too. Maybe it is just erro in my head, no enough "grass touched" (doubt), or only that "no one needs me" (no job). Is wanting not to fight, for man, bad? Is it what makes me "sad"? Or just that everyone else wants to only to forgot themselves (for them, then, to had no need to wrote something *like this alone*). I tried to "consoome", but it is
no longer fun. It is just distraction, from reality, real problems. Solvable or not, pretended or made-up (baka brain!), it hurts the same... And I lie. I do things I hate in others. God, I'll hate them in myself too. But as I said, I am so afraid *of it*...