Thats so cool! YouTube is an extremely difficult place to succeed. I'm trying to do the same thing. I'm not really getting anywhere though. It just takes time. Its an endurance game. Just keep going.
Thanks, and best of luck with your channel. I hope you find what you're seeking!
Tbh I just want to make something really cool and make people laugh and go wow. And then make something even cooler than that, ad infinitum. So in my own eyes, I'm already succeeding, despite being a tiny channel and all that.
I started this challenge because I was on a rut, I felt creatively sterile and that made me kinda neurotic. One day I looked back and realized that everything I had ever produced came about because I compromised my vision and just made do with whatever hand I was dealt. I was always so enamored with my "ideal videos" that I never got to work, probably because in paper nothing came close to what I imagined in my head. Of course it didn't, because I'm simply not skilled enough. And to become skilled enough I need to produce a lot of shit, so here I am.
Now that its been half a month of just throwing myself at a wall without expectations, I'm starting believe that if worked at with enough patience, anything can gain that spark of creativity, personality, and cool. Like, yeah, its not the thing I dreamt up in my head and fell in love with, but it is cool nonetheless. Its cool because when I put my head into it, sometimes I get these sparks of brilliance that let me compensate my limitations. And its cool because I'm bearing fruit, ugly as it sometimes may be.
Sorry for the schizo rant, lmao.