Seeing someone proclaiming Christianity in the deep state convos around here is funny. The deep state was essentially invented by the Catholics back in the day. It's literally the longest running psyop!
There is more to existence than what's written in a bunch of manuscripts carefully edited and selected by a bunch of power hungry people a thousand years ago. The answers to our questions are not on this planet. Jumping on the religious bandwagon is instantly cutting off your ability to think bigger. If you dig more you'll see the holes and lies. Find your own meanings, stop being like everyone else and using religion to fill a void in your ego.