ECHETLAEUS

In one and a half month my duty in the army is coming to an end. Cant wait!!!

None vaccine neither heavy hazard metals or any signals can block the human consciousness that growing, expanding and improving. God created you with likeness and simile so dont underestimate your mind and your soul.

If you see some things more deeply, youll get to the conclusion that the ego is an illusion because its based on fears, belief systems and desires. Watchout with the ego because it can give you brain fog, wrong view of the things and form your character.

Everytime in my life changes usually came at the end of the year, and a new dawn started at the beggining of the next. Thank God i think i totally fought social anxiety. I feel free from the blockage that gave me those unwanted results. Every problem has a reason to exist. It can make you the most impossible thing you can think. Life is full of reversals.

You should decide whether youll think or try to find a solution. The thought should be doing before the act not while you act. The mind in the heat of the action will choose the option you thought before so dont try to overthink then and youll lag. The brain works bettet when you dont think.

When i feel melancholy because i have noone to share my days and i cant fully express my emotions to my loved ones, j just hear rambos soundtracks. I feel like rambo, rambo is a fictional character with the realest characteristics because it expresses a face from our everyday lives we cant express or we dont want to, in the end we are all alone.

Lifes sandwich becomes awesome when you put some extra risk and good anxiety sauce.

Fear: FACE EVERYTHING AND RISE

View: https://youtu.be/ycEZxZoIpNA

I have a 12 hour exit from the camp so after i will sit to a square and read dostoyefsky.
11/11 happy birthday our beloved grandpa from the marge, greetings from the underground.

Everyone has an opinion based of their lives and their experiance, but the problem is that they learnt us what to think and not how to. So we tend to translate our emotions based on the information we get from books, news and other kinds of think tanks. The real deal i believe in order to know your true self is to isolate yourself from technology and other people at least for a month. Its a nice experiment i want to do after im done with the armys affairs.

I feel like sometimes something somewhere is working against humanity like chemtrail or frequency setting and people outside getting angry from nowhere and start fighting(a couple for exmpl) or driving like crazy. Its kinda strange or iam strange.

Im in a mindstate where im disgussed with every single image of the society. Im tired of people, all i want is to isolate, fuck loneliness im a lonely human, maybe its because oversocialization from the military but the last hours i tend to see in everything a mistake. Maybe im the only mistake but who tf cares. When im happy i feel exposed and someone comes to ruin my happiness, when im down everyone leaves me alone. Fuck the world. If i'll become a menace, i'll mirror the world its auful face but its not my good move. The good move is to ascent so i guess one day we'll make it.

View: https://youtu.be/IG0CHGGb1-I

Im going home babyyy. I havent seen my loved ones since august. Started the road trip early the morning, now its 6 in the morning here and i have long road trip here. My family doesnt know that i'll soon see them its surprise. I feel like rambo returning to his home after all the adventure and personally im only in the middle of the movie(my adventure).

Most of the people use instagram just to share their best moments with others because they have noone good and quality to share together, everyones lonely but you shouldnt deny this path. Loneliness is nothing but an experiance but the dangerous part of its is its denial. Everyone wants to escape the hollowness and the shallowness but noone wants to take the hard path. I imagine being with my lover and travelimg through dimensions and gaining knowledge, observing the nature, being free and alive, having real free will and be soulful. The thoughts creates reality.

The moment you face the pain, the real joy happens, the moment you master the abstinence, the real happiness comes from within without a reason, the moment you set a goal, the mind works to materialize it, the moment you move your ass, the whole factory is grinding for you.
STAY MOTHAFUCKING WARM MOTHERFUCKER, STAY ON FIREEEEEEE. ECHETLAEUS APPROVES

Your vibes are affecting the way others act towards you. Finally i found a solution.