ECHETLAEUS

Fear: FACE EVERYTHING AND RISE

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I have a 12 hour exit from the camp so after i will sit to a square and read dostoyefsky.
11/11 happy birthday our beloved grandpa from the marge, greetings from the underground.

Everyone has an opinion based of their lives and their experiance, but the problem is that they learnt us what to think and not how to. So we tend to translate our emotions based on the information we get from books, news and other kinds of think tanks. The real deal i believe in order to know your true self is to isolate yourself from technology and other people at least for a month. Its a nice experiment i want to do after im done with the armys affairs.

I feel like sometimes something somewhere is working against humanity like chemtrail or frequency setting and people outside getting angry from nowhere and start fighting(a couple for exmpl) or driving like crazy. Its kinda strange or iam strange.

Im in a mindstate where im disgussed with every single image of the society. Im tired of people, all i want is to isolate, fuck loneliness im a lonely human, maybe its because oversocialization from the military but the last hours i tend to see in everything a mistake. Maybe im the only mistake but who tf cares. When im happy i feel exposed and someone comes to ruin my happiness, when im down everyone leaves me alone. Fuck the world. If i'll become a menace, i'll mirror the world its auful face but its not my good move. The good move is to ascent so i guess one day we'll make it.

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Im going home babyyy. I havent seen my loved ones since august. Started the road trip early the morning, now its 6 in the morning here and i have long road trip here. My family doesnt know that i'll soon see them its surprise. I feel like rambo returning to his home after all the adventure and personally im only in the middle of the movie(my adventure).

Most of the people use instagram just to share their best moments with others because they have noone good and quality to share together, everyones lonely but you shouldnt deny this path. Loneliness is nothing but an experiance but the dangerous part of its is its denial. Everyone wants to escape the hollowness and the shallowness but noone wants to take the hard path. I imagine being with my lover and travelimg through dimensions and gaining knowledge, observing the nature, being free and alive, having real free will and be soulful. The thoughts creates reality.

The moment you face the pain, the real joy happens, the moment you master the abstinence, the real happiness comes from within without a reason, the moment you set a goal, the mind works to materialize it, the moment you move your ass, the whole factory is grinding for you.
STAY MOTHAFUCKING WARM MOTHERFUCKER, STAY ON FIREEEEEEE. ECHETLAEUS APPROVES

Your vibes are affecting the way others act towards you. Finally i found a solution.

Busting rory gallagher, survivor and bon jovi in the camps gym while pumping is the only good i can do. All those months i trained on endurance and strength and speed and i left power. Now pumping iron baby.

How it feels to go through your profile.

Just chillin, its a wonderful night.

Being around many people for all hours of the day is exhausting for me. I dont know why, but thats just the way i feel, i felt and i was always feeling. Its hard to have something good to say, to be mindfull all day u are alone and the time you should use your mindfullness you act like a statue with a brain blacked out. I m not afraid anyone, theres noone bad nearby me but why the fuck i feel blocked that way. I dont have the need to please others or make a good impression but in socialising with many people the same time i suck and i act like a fool and a shy and im not shy. This is the fucking reason my social life is 10 years backwards. Social life is a dead end to me but im sure one day i'll solve the problem. I write this to let you know that i aint no perfect, i have my problems but im happy to have them. Because it forces me into being more logical and mindful. Who ever says to you, you are not good enough leave it, answer to him: watch me to learn.

Being in the military means the loss of privacy at least for 8 months. All these days i dont have any good thought as i had in my normal life. Too many childhood flashbacks, and too much nostalgia. I saw my parents after three weeks and we both felt a pain in the stomach without being too emotional. Ill see them again in 2-3 months. I miss many things but here i found not only true friendships but brotherhood. Too many professional privates have many issues and try to play with us. They want our respect but i realised that if respect is gained amd not given then these people are hunting their lost respect. In their outside the army life they are nothing, i laugh with these who are one or a half rank higher and they become kings, i love seeimg them empty when you ignore and not consede in their toxic gaslighting.

Being a man isnt always to be the stronger, isnt always to be fearless. Being a man means to have fear and keep moving, to be weak and fight the strongest enemies and winning in the end. To live with insecurieties and pain and still smiling. To rise after a fall again. Being a man doesnt means not to express emotions but to express them with the right way, the right time. Being a man means that whatever you are you are capable of all lifes shit and doing the good with pain and without even wanting it .

Have you ever had an idea in your mind without expressing it to noone, not talking about it just thinking, and when you open the youtube videos about this popping up. Im pretty sure the algorithm isnt working for the universe. My schizophrenic mind (or rather the mind that sees the truth) suspects that your mind is being intercepted by frequencies.

Fear and anxiety are your call of duty. A calling that is testifying you, the need to level up as well as your adequacy for improvement. Fear is a protectuon mechamism. You feel anxious with some friends because your gut saying somethings wrong with them or with you. The negativity comes from our minds but if you are all good and you feel its coming from others who are near to you, your gut says to be defensive. Listen to your gut, listen to your anxiety, and they will show you the narrow path that leads to more life and happiness. Dont let them take your energy, dont let jerk offs to demand anything from you, emotions are notifications of the condition of your life. Fuck friends if they arent capable of creating a brotherhood. All those who just stuck and saw you while you where in danger from others threatening to beat the shit out of you. If nothings working for you, grind and prepare for something huge. ΜΟΛΩΝ ΛΑΒΕ. BE A FUCKING ONE MAN ARMY.

Pain is the hard woman that everyone wants to be with because of her gifts but they afraid to approach her. Discipline is the vow you give to the marriage with the pain. She brings the real happiness and real pleasure. Pleasures are a filthy bitch that want to drain your spirit power and leaves you for the next victim, motherfucker. Life is a Gift, and dont disappoint God, domt disappoint the people who believe in you, dont stop believimg in yourself. My biggest happiness came after hard days passed. LIFE IS FUCKING AWESOME BECAUSE HAPPINESS IS INSIDE OF YOU, YOU SHOULDNT DEPEND YOUR HAPPINESS TO OTHER PEOPLE EXCEPT YOUR ACTIONS, HOBBIES AND BELIEFS.