charo
Former panopticon security guard
Oh boy. I have journals scattered everywhere, both digital and physical notebooks. I still write my thoughts from time to time, not as often as I'd like.
These posts are from my private tumblr account back in... 2014-2016? Not gonna give much context other than I was depressed and unmedicated. My life atm is nowhere near perfect, but thankfully I am MUCH better now.
Needless to say, I'm not teaching Spanish anymore (and teens aren't that scary either)
Spoiler: I couldn't stay celibate lol. Sex wasn't really the problem here, I was just being a repressed queer
This is so funny to me now, I had a silly crush on this guy for YEARS. One of my friends found out and immediately started dating him lmao
I'm certain I was drunk while writing that, it was my birthday and I felt miserable and alone. Again, I was going through some shit. Because of [reasons] I had a lot of guilt and pent up anger during my teens and early twenties.
Reading my cringe was kinda harsh, but it's cool seeing everything turned out Fine. I have a job, I'm back in college and hopefully graduating next year, I have friendswho don't fuck my crushes lol. I am still shy, and poor like most people I know, but I enjoy what I do. Things do get better with time
These posts are from my private tumblr account back in... 2014-2016? Not gonna give much context other than I was depressed and unmedicated. My life atm is nowhere near perfect, but thankfully I am MUCH better now.
Needless to say, I'm not teaching Spanish anymore (and teens aren't that scary either)
Spoiler: I couldn't stay celibate lol. Sex wasn't really the problem here, I was just being a repressed queer
This is so funny to me now, I had a silly crush on this guy for YEARS. One of my friends found out and immediately started dating him lmao
I'm certain I was drunk while writing that, it was my birthday and I felt miserable and alone. Again, I was going through some shit. Because of [reasons] I had a lot of guilt and pent up anger during my teens and early twenties.
Reading my cringe was kinda harsh, but it's cool seeing everything turned out Fine. I have a job, I'm back in college and hopefully graduating next year, I have friends
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