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Good evening Cafe. Maybe you can relate;
I feel like I'm on the receiving end of a lot more lies than I ought to be. For the past few years, as I've entered my 20s I've formed quite a few friendships that have been called into question, and sometimes ended, due to boldfaced lies or personal treachery.
The feeling of being manipulated by someone I hold dear is a feeling I hate, it's a feeling I'm familiar with, and it's a feeling I hate to be familiar with. In these situations the way forward is not often clear. I'm quite averse to confrontation (trauma), but I'm even more averse to letting my resentment burn a hole in my heart while maintaining a straight face.
I know so many of us are tired of this cycle, of building up trust and watching it be demolished again. It almost seems like an inevitability.
We are all flawed, and I don't exactly have a spotless record either. But I consider myself an integral person - I never manipulate others, I readily admit my faults, and I do my best to correct them.
Some people seem to lack a conscience when it comes to deception, taking advantage of friends, et cetera. I call these people snakes, because they seem to lack humanity. If I behaved like they did, I would cower from every mirror, I would not show my face in public. Even more confounding are individuals who present as morally sound for months, or even years, but eventually plant a dagger in your back and act like there isn't blood dripping off the blade.
Thinking about this, a lot of questions present themselves:
Are honest people really so few and far between, or are we looking in the wrong places?
What do you think drives people to betray others?
What are your strategies for mending relationships that have lost their trust?
Do we attract snakes, or do snakes attract us?
While I consider my own answers, I would be delighted to hear yours.
I feel like I'm on the receiving end of a lot more lies than I ought to be. For the past few years, as I've entered my 20s I've formed quite a few friendships that have been called into question, and sometimes ended, due to boldfaced lies or personal treachery.
The feeling of being manipulated by someone I hold dear is a feeling I hate, it's a feeling I'm familiar with, and it's a feeling I hate to be familiar with. In these situations the way forward is not often clear. I'm quite averse to confrontation (trauma), but I'm even more averse to letting my resentment burn a hole in my heart while maintaining a straight face.
I know so many of us are tired of this cycle, of building up trust and watching it be demolished again. It almost seems like an inevitability.
We are all flawed, and I don't exactly have a spotless record either. But I consider myself an integral person - I never manipulate others, I readily admit my faults, and I do my best to correct them.
Some people seem to lack a conscience when it comes to deception, taking advantage of friends, et cetera. I call these people snakes, because they seem to lack humanity. If I behaved like they did, I would cower from every mirror, I would not show my face in public. Even more confounding are individuals who present as morally sound for months, or even years, but eventually plant a dagger in your back and act like there isn't blood dripping off the blade.
Thinking about this, a lot of questions present themselves:
Are honest people really so few and far between, or are we looking in the wrong places?
What do you think drives people to betray others?
What are your strategies for mending relationships that have lost their trust?
Do we attract snakes, or do snakes attract us?
While I consider my own answers, I would be delighted to hear yours.