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I'm at a loss for words on what I want to say about this. I've rambled on a few times, asking "what the fuck are you people talking about?" or about whatever the "entropy" is supposed to be, and all of those times I've been talking about this image. It's like some sort of Lovecraftian amalgamation that came to me, like a dream foreshadowing Cthulhu, and it's just kind of summarized in that image. All of those emotions that compelled me to think those things were fighting against this image before I saw it.
Now, I'm 99% sure that the original creator made the image as a kuso, but the fact that it exists at all is more what perturbs me. The image is both depicting entropy in its purest form, while also being created from that entropy, as well. It says nothing. It's just an overflow of images combined into one. It's the emptiness that exists behind beauty. It's the true modern aesthetic, the everything with no meaning behind it. Looking at this image is no differing from looking at any "aesthetic" image that you'll find by looking up that word online: it's beautiful to look at it, but you don't really look at it. It's not really an image, even.
For reference, I've only been really posting on the internet for a couple of years now. I used it before that, but not really in the same ways that the average person does nowadays. And everywhere I've looked, there's been this underlying discussion about "fandom culture" and all topics related to it, that has been pervasive everywhere I go and it's always rubbed me the wrong way. It's like those multi-hour-long Youtube video essays--something that happens to be included on the image; they say so much, and yet so little at the same time. All of these discussions mean nothing. Not to throw you guys under the bus either, but most of what's said in this thread and on this website in general kind of feels the same.
It's like we're all playing the ultimate game of Chmess.
Now, I'm 99% sure that the original creator made the image as a kuso, but the fact that it exists at all is more what perturbs me. The image is both depicting entropy in its purest form, while also being created from that entropy, as well. It says nothing. It's just an overflow of images combined into one. It's the emptiness that exists behind beauty. It's the true modern aesthetic, the everything with no meaning behind it. Looking at this image is no differing from looking at any "aesthetic" image that you'll find by looking up that word online: it's beautiful to look at it, but you don't really look at it. It's not really an image, even.
For reference, I've only been really posting on the internet for a couple of years now. I used it before that, but not really in the same ways that the average person does nowadays. And everywhere I've looked, there's been this underlying discussion about "fandom culture" and all topics related to it, that has been pervasive everywhere I go and it's always rubbed me the wrong way. It's like those multi-hour-long Youtube video essays--something that happens to be included on the image; they say so much, and yet so little at the same time. All of these discussions mean nothing. Not to throw you guys under the bus either, but most of what's said in this thread and on this website in general kind of feels the same.
It's like we're all playing the ultimate game of Chmess.